Life without Facebook is lonely. Today is the first day I have actually felt this way. David is working, I finished reading a book earlier and I’m procrastinating doing the dishes. I am not ready to go back I just need to work on other ways to be social. I feel Facebook is killing real interactions for people like me who have to be forced to go out. With a lack of trust making friends is difficult. It’s easier to stick to people I know even if I don’t really anymore. Since I’ve already voted I get to avoid the rest of this monkey business of an election. I also feel like I get to know what a person stands for, their beliefs, and their attitude, but not really them. I have found people that I hate everything about them but know them in real life and they are inexplicably the best people renting though they are everything I wouldn’t expect to like. I j now I’m not the only person who has this problem in real life. I want people to read my blog but not at the cost of being a book judged by its cover, so to speak.
Personal growth is really hard. Maybe eventually I will make progress. I’m really just trying not to think too hard about it.